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Same

You're no different than I It's the walk, the talk Same variances for the same things Still the same When we speak of Same Praise, follow, fear Even when we break it down it's the same We base our lives trying to see the same thing Nirvana, Peace, Heaven No matter what we name it, It's the same goal We have a collection of pseudonyms for the same things Why create names that differs? It means the same Monetary value has no value It's widely known We call that the same But we choose to differentiate otherwise known as the same Language is a barrier for those who are impatient or to ignorant to learn Ignorance is the same still It has the same face and same effects Evil has the same face Same feeling But something so good isn't the same name We try to convince ourselves it's not the same if it has a different name Ignorance is a cloudy shield Harmless and blinding Until someone attacks behind the cloud Knowledge is there to remove ...

Sheep in Wolves Clothing

I seen a status on Facebook a few days ago It was from a dude who I used to date It is the following: TO ALL THAT I'VE BEEN IN CONTACT WITH REGARDING ME HAVING TIMES WITH THEM, SPENDING TIME WITH THEM, WISHING FOR THIS, AND WISHING FOR THAT....I'M COMING CLEAN. I HAVE A WOMAN IN MY LIFE, AND HAD A WOMAN FOR SOME TIME NOW. THERE WAS NO REAL SUBSTANCE TO WHATEVER WAS MENTIONED. JUST ME BEING A WEAK NIGGA, AND NOT MANNING UP TO MY RESPONSIBILITY OF BEINA A WOMAN'S MAN, THAT SHE LOVED SO DEARLY. I AM WRONG FOR THIS, AND I AM SORRY FOR WHOEVER FEELING'S I HAVE PLAYED WITH, MORE IMPORTANTLY, MY WOMAN'S. ERASE ALL THOUGHTS OF "ME AND "YOU" HAVING ANYTHING. IT'S NOT REAL, NOR WAS I. WITH THIS....I'M SAYING GOODBYE TO FACEBOOK. You're absolutely right (sarcasm) I met this man a year ago from the date of the post We kicked it off from jump And it was so good, I bedded him As it may, I know my value and worth So me going for mines doesn...

Women < Men

Get mad Men are set Set for life Born to breed and lead Now I just listened to some shit on WSHH World Star Hip Hop if you don't know acronyms This female, Amy, is talking about what bitches do wrong in relationships ( http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhV96rCqISIYjnDLE4 ) Video response from 4 other women are getting on her case ( http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshh2Y55Rr2O0KL2143K ) Where do I stand? I see the logic on both ends Amy wants females to be happy and a happy man makes a happy relationship Wrong 1. A happy female makes a happy relationship Men are going to do as they please Whether they love you or not Respect you or not You can't change a man but can be the inspiration to his changes For better or worse Women are the determining factor of a relationship If we have what we want, we will stick around for years to come Whether if he's doing wrong Why? Because our happiness is our goal in life And ...

Set My Heart Free To Love

Troubled Heavy thoughts Sitting here thinking of why am I alone Is there something I did? Didn't do? Insecurity is driving me insane It's been a long time coming The air is still filled with your scent The mind is still filled with your memories I wish I didn't have your love to reflect upon Looking at your gifts At things I've once treasured I have them looked up in my closet To a part that's not visibly seen I don't want to see them But it would kill a dying part of me if I threw them away Why did you make me believe I was to blame? I tried to change My words are gentle now My attitude is mellow My lips no longer say harsh things You knew you fell out of love with me And you hung on to a dead dream You lied to me in making me believe we can work through it I wanted to do it alone since I was at fault But it was you Your words, actions, emotions You hurt me deeper than my first I despise how happy you are now Why do you get to see j...

Blaqueberry Cupcake

MMmmmmmmmm Don't you love cupcakes? I do and what makes it better is that my vagina is just like one Let me explain My pussy is soft like a moist cupcake Delectable Delicate You have to handle with care and precision or it's a mess It comes in different flavors Great with toppings and frosting Cute and tiny You don't even want to mess up its beauty when eaten But you know that it being tasted is worth messing up its beauty The lingering feeling of endorphins on your lips Wanting more but trying to maintain control It's cream filling is so light and flavorful It's not to be shared Who can share a cupcake? You wouldn't want to share it anyway Tasting it slow to enjoy every inch It goes wonderfully for any occasion Can be tasted for birthdays, graduations Even for a spice up for every day activities But you will always want the cupcake The desires inside building up to the moment before you take it all in You even want to walk around with t...

2 Lovers

Both are similar and different Tall, short, skinny, chunky Each has his own body Each has his own style I love him because he makes me laugh He stole my laughs Kissed me when I cried Does things when I ask of him He tells me he loves me And gets mad when I don't return it Then I love him because he makes me laugh He stole my smiles My face never hurted this much from a simple gesture He grabs hold of me and never lets me go He knocks me down but picks me back up My two lovers Don't make me choose I could never choose one over the other Both have my heart trapped in Pandora's Box I would give my life to spare theirs I would give my all even if only for an extra second with them I can't go back to living in a world where I didn't know them My ignorance was not bliss I've become a better person with these two I've never been so much happier when I'm with either one There's no turning back now When I have my children, I will let...

Dreams

What are dreams? The imagination bringing desires to life Dreams come true when they are realistic in nature We all dream of sailing on the clouds like in old cartoons But the closest thing we have to that is airplanes And you can't sit on the luscious things What are my dreams? I dream of one day using my mental charm and capacity to make the world a better place Help it prosper so that the next generation would continue the tradition I want to open a school for mentally disabled children learn how to function in society If they had the tools and patience, they'd be more productivity and happiness I want to be someone's wife I don't care of the sex of their origin I just want to be true to Someone who will love my crazy ass for me To give me the love that I have to give in return And push me to achieve my other dreams I want to be a controller for a Fortune 100 company I like control and everything is better under it I can handle pressure so throw it...

Butterfly Wings Fallen

iPod blasting Jamming to some love songs Toni Braxton, Vivian Green She was in a lovey dovey type of mood On her way to see her man It's been a while and she wanted to be extra attentive to his needs He complained about not receiving her all She didn't want to admit nor realize she'd fallen in love She was ready now She got on the D train at 205th Street She knew where she had to be was the last car It was empty She wanted to be alone to prepare anyway It was her first time making love to her man And she was excited and overcome with nervousness Right when the doors closed a man jumped in Normally a man would smile since he caught his destined train He did not She didn't look his way since she didn't want to open a window But he sat next to her She became fear Shaking slightly, she still lipsynced her songs She pretended to get ready as if she was getting off the next stop He stopped her from getting up Screaming and crying, she began to figh...

All I Want In A Dick

Men are so useless Want so much but don't want to reciprocate Cum swapping Anal Threesomes Video shoots Photography All types of shit and skimping out on the good shit I want you to suck my pussy dry A feat that hasn't been done Not you spitting on it to get it wet I know how to get it wet motherfucker So why don't you? So frustrating Then I love big dicks I'm a Big Dick Nymphomaniac A nympho who specializes in big dicks I want you to knock my uterus in my esophagus Nut in my throat from my pussy Have me shaking faster than a vibrator Make my toes curl inside the sole of my feet Make me bite so hard my lips bleeds Make me scream so hard I lose my voice Break? Breaks are not in my vocabulary You better put in work and I will gladly return the favor Tits on your tats Suck on my toes Make me cum down your ear and the back of your neck Moisturize your hair with my juices Lick my asshole Pull my hair Tie me up to the bed Gag me Tease me with a feather Massage my body with y...

Dear 12

I swear I would love to be your size again lol But things do get better in life You have had 3 significant others, two of which were loves of your life You mature vastly even amongst your peers That includes sexuality too If you don't know what that is, you will later I'm sorry to say that not everyone who you cared for is still around But you make it up with even better people who truly are there for you High school isn't shit but college makes up for it all (at least a little bit lol) I'm glad I didn't lose the glow that you had That is and forever will be untouched Your horizons will be bigger than the sunset & your love, passions will grow I didn't change to the point where I'm unrecognizable but it's a major difference The guys you will have a crush on will finally notice you Clothes are kept much better and your confidence is sky high You believe in yourself more and cut through bullshit quicker than a cutco knife Life is full o...

Fucking

I use sex to fill the void The void of being alone The void of feeling useless, worthless Temporary high that consumes me I'm happiness when he puts it in I'm back to sadness when I'm empty No one wants to take it further Tea time talking to T No one wants that emotional attachment As I sit here & pretend to not care, I do....deeply Women are lovers I yearn love and to be loved Something about an intimate romance Sweetest thing I'll ever know I'll fuck you three ways from Sunday and know how to make you feel at home I know what I'm worth No one just doesn't see it My love is fungible Only can be exchanged with another's love I give head to imitate giving love I receive head to imitate receiving love I let you enter so I can feel love all around I kiss to give tokens of appreciation I let you take me from behind so I can feel protected by your love I ride so I can feel the earth-shattering love control me It completes me... ...

Why Did I Sleep With Him?

There's plenty of guys I've secretly thought this about So in light of it actually being true, I am not disclosing the actual names of these men I have a heart plus it won't serve any purpose to state the truth For a little twist, I will convert them to females names :D Just because I am in a lesbianism type of mood Here we go.... Priscilla My first Smooth Silky Soft And that's just her skin Touch so soft that it makes me cream every time I was so in love with her Problem? Foreplay was very minimum And that does include head Which I've never had I love love and attention My pussy wasn't getting any of the extra kind Which leads me to Erica Bad bitch Tall Sexy Edible Cynical My type I didn't know it was until I met this bitch I cheated on Priscilla with Erica I didn't even realize until she laid it on me Had me bent over cumming before I was thinking "Oh shit!" Fucking became friends Friends became love in m...

Loved

You control me I am at your command I bow to you I look to you for strength and guidance I take each step hoping that you will be proud Head high for I am nothing to be ashamed of I deeply desire you Your love Your passion I want you to bless me with your presence You inspire me I melt when I kiss your lips My skin electrifies at your touch You are my King My rock, my constant You keep me wanting more Lure me within your graces You secure my insecurities with a single gesture Love letters as documentation of our unification I tingle at the thought of you My lungs breathe your tenderness Flying my love while slowly dying Poisonous you are I can't live with or without I enter your mind Pandemonium of your intelligence So simple yet complex Hearing your voice makes me tremble down below Dripping your cause to my effect Behind you tease my back with your lingering fingering I moan as I want you more Deep inside lies your eternal haven, heaven One we are ...

What You Don't Understand

I met you You met me We got connected I fell for you You fell for me We became one But there's turmoil living here Now we're distant Baby, you don't understand that I want you here You think I'm going crazy I'm unbearable What you don't understand is Baby we have our ups and downs I will fight the unwinnable war than to ever give up I would keep on taking your blows, as long as I know you're still here What you don't understand is I would rather die than to ever lose you I will cry for you if it will heal our wounds I will kill myself if you leave What you don't understand is I love you with all my heart I love you with my soul I love you more than my next breath What you don't understand is I don't have to be insecure I know you're with me and for me I shouldn't have to pick a fight Just so you can talk to me What you don't understand is I put our love and needs before anyone elses I die ...

Love

Love is finding the counterpart to your soul Love is strength, courage and gentleness when needed Love is being there without being asked or asking Love is sharing a neverending piece of your heart Love is surrendering yourself and releasing yourself Love is fear looking into fear and taking it head on Love is pushing away your sadness so others can have happiness Love is forgiving when there is no energy to forgive Love is giving when there is nothing left to give Love is undying Love is sharing your world no matter how ugly it is Love is not paying any mind to when your loved one is acting up Love never forgets Love is gentle on the mind and heavy on the heart Love is illogical and makes sense Love is sacrifice Love is being truthful when the truth is unbearable Love is lying to protect Love is you inside of me Love is overflowing Love is your touch Love is your voice whispering in my ear Love is universal Love is blind to how it should be presented Love i...

Musymphomania

Musymphomania {mu.sim.fo.may.ni.a} (n)- being (sexually) addicted to music. You loved me before I knew you You took me in stride when I was doing wrong and you made me grow with pride as I grew into doing right I thank you for seeing in me what I never knew existed You make my inner light glow and burn with passion I love you, music Man you just don't know what you do to me My soul lights on fire The words tease my mind The melody grabs my hips The beat moves my feet You make me shiver You make me bury myself in dispair You make me cry in joy and disappointment You make love to my mind, body and soul from within My ears bleed from the intensity Your lyrics kisses my lips in the most passionate way It steals my thoughts and plays with me Tempt my nervous system into breaking down You memorize how I feel at any given moment You touch me with sensitivity and honesty You are the perfect mate You're there when I'm down You're there when I need a hand ...

Talking to Myself because I am My Own Consultant

If I told you I wasn't good with words, You know I'd be lying.... I'm too good you see I can easily digress away from how I really feel I'm not a liar No, not at all I just don't like talking about myself Why? I don't like to hear opinions Opinions come from people who have judged and made a decision I don't like to be judged I especially don't like to be judged just by anyone either So here I am Let's begin with my name Tiara Simple as that What comes to mind when I think of me? Crazy -laughs- Very crazy Not the insane, I'll-kill-you-if-I-can't-have-you jumpoff Bareable crazy The type you can take home to your mom but still show you a good time at the club Wholesome crazyness if you will Life is crazy so why not embrace it? I am also independent Thinker, speaker, do-er All on my own My story is too long to put into words Too many emotions have been felt I can still feel them I don't need to express how I fee...

Pussy

I had to make it fair Dick can't get all the fun I love dick but the reason I love dick is because of my vagina My vagina The vagina is a female's sexual instrument Actually the vagina is the internal part from the opening til the cervix What you see on the outside is actually called the vulva This is the sum of its outside parts I know right Mad shit But that's the vulva Not vagina So after this note you can't refer to the outside as a vagina Capiche? Of course there's different types of pussy Let's run by a few... Natural Pussy Natural pussy is the pussy that every female is born with It's use is to pee, cum and bleed It is the pussy that hasn't been touched by another No alterations Just down to its basic form Regular Pussy Regular pussy is pussy that has been fucked a few times It's pussy that you fuck just to get a nut It's pussy you'd use to make a point I.e. like if you're gay or not (guys) or lesbian ...

Dick

Oh hush ya shit Y'all knew this was coming I love dick, dick, dick, apples and bananas =] But seriously, I love dick Dick is a human male's sexual instrument It is cylinder shaped Can be short Can be long Can be thin Can be thick But my favorite is the combination of thickness and length Baby bottle dicks Yes, I have used this term before And yes it feels just like a damn baby bottle There are many types of dicks out here Let's discuss a few shall we.... Small Dick Small Dick is 4- inches Ain't shit to say about small dick guys But just know that even if he reaches your g-spot, you'd be bored Average Dick Average dick is between 5-7 inches long Thickness is there but not enough to stretch out your vagina (or ass) You can easily deep throat this type of dick bc most of it is going to be on your tongue anyway Don't expect massive orgasm unless you're tinier than hello kitty Women like me (Nymphos/Nymphets--Yes, Lib, I'm driving ...

I Hate My Period

Once upon a time, in the year 2001, a girl named Tiara first got her period *Insert dramatic music* Yeah I was on time with it...probably early since I was halfway 10 Yes I said 10. *Insert scream* I already knew how to work a pad due to my (ex) bff Atika having it and I guided her My mom, sister, cousin, grandma and various trips to the "Firehouse" and C-Town to get some So it was nothing new....at least to me My mom started crying and I looked at her like ewww get the fuck off of me But I let her embrace me anyway It was the first time in my life I have had such bitchy thoughts And it consumed me.... I hate I bleed for mad fucking long I, now halfway 20, still bleed for 7 fucking days A whole week from monday to monday Nothing but red and "glops" *Insert dramatic music with heavy screams* My vagina is just being fucking shredded to pieces Big and little pieces I hate the cramps These motherfuckers come like labor I hate when bitches say ...

The Thoughts of A Living Dead

I wonder what will happen The doubts lingering in my mind whispering to my insecurities Pushing me away from where I want to be How can this imagination ruin my reality How can my dreams become a dreadful constant All I have left to say is "play with me"...... That sweet voice at the beginning of "Cool World" I never knew the song but her voice echos through my mind Play with me Take me Use me Guide me Make love to me Yes... That is what I want I am in love with an image My dreams are disastrous It expedites my insanity Like a dildo fucking me, it makes me temporarily whole That's what life is Just a day to day existence where nothing increasingly matters My thoughts are hypocrites to my actions My dreams are a living hell My mind plays tricks on me while I am honest to others I feel manipulated A masochist at heart Make me cry and I am yours Make me whole and I will slit my wrist til the blood fills up the tub in disappointment and di...

The Apples....

Once upon a time There was a woman with two beautiful daughters They were graceful wonders and were to be magnificent women in time Their mother was a hard working woman who loved them deeply She was going through her own struggles and chose best to keep them from knowing The misguided joy she gave to her daughters crept and turned into misery Foolishly thought she could bare the load by her lonesome The daughters had no father Just a shadow of a man who faded away like a memory long forgotten The daughters were just fine by the loving mother But now time has been unjust and took the stable of happiness in their lives Insanely she is of now Insane she forever will be No longer the beacon of liveliness and hope she will be for the girls No home to live in There was no place to call a sanctuary The girls protected their thoughts for a better tomorrow that never rose Life progressed as the darkness consumed their lifestyle The devil had made his stay in their hearts The...

The Manipulative Sadomasochist

A tear runs down my cheek as broken swallows pain my throat.... I know what I should be doing is the opposite But my mind deceived me to acting as an imposter I'm not a friend to no one yet I lied to myself and others Hypocritical bitch at best I feel faint but there's no turning back I hum but I get lashed at It burns my flesh as the whip retracts Another tear from my right eye creeps down instead And I smile inside.... He comes up and whispers "you're mine" My lips curl up as much as they can He's uncomfortably close But that's how I like it He throws me on the floor from my chair I enjoy the coldness of the ground He comes and positions me to he can take me He shoves it in No lube, no warning It burns as he fucks me feverishly I murmur "no, please don't" He grabs my hair and bites my cheek "Whores like you aren't worthy to respect" He was right I can't deny that who I am people disgust...