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Why Did I Sleep With Him?

There's plenty of guys I've secretly thought this about
So in light of it actually being true,
I am not disclosing the actual names of these men
I have a heart plus it won't serve any purpose to state the truth
For a little twist, I will convert them to females names
:D
Just because I am in a lesbianism type of mood
Here we go....


Priscilla
My first
Smooth
Silky
Soft
And that's just her skin
Touch so soft that it makes me cream every time
I was so in love with her
Problem?
Foreplay was very minimum
And that does include head
Which I've never had
I love love and attention
My pussy wasn't getting any of the extra kind
Which leads me to

Erica
Bad bitch
Tall
Sexy
Edible
Cynical
My type
I didn't know it was until I met this bitch
I cheated on Priscilla with Erica
I didn't even realize until she laid it on me
Had me bent over cumming before I was thinking "Oh shit!"
Fucking became friends
Friends became love in my head
I was in love with her and the sex
As time flew.....
My heart was just battered a little more every time we had sex

Emma
Sweet, sweet Emma
I hated this bitch first time I met her
But she grew on me
I did the thing I never wanted to do: be the other woman
Emma was in a relationship
I was one to never be a home wrecker
But her words to me just spoke volumes
In my mind, attention and affection that she needed was more important
than the main one's feelings and attitude
So I became the other woman
Put my feelings aside until I couldn't take it no more
And in the long run, my heart was destroyed along with my pussy

Madison
Madison caught my eye with how she acted
In office jones you can say
Spent may days with this girl at work
And her attitude was cool
Hooked up and one entire nut later, we were it
Yeah girl was hooked
Too hooked
Laid it on her and she went insane
Was saving herself for the right one
I wasn't the wrong one but I wasn't right for her
She ain't realize that shit until I broke up with the bitch over the phone
Begging and pleading....even til this day
I will never come back
So mark my words and undo your calendar because my days are NOT numbered

Maia
OOOooohhhh baby
I was crushing on chick for years
Broke up with my love and was feeling lonely
Babygirl has 2 kids
Parent's being a big no-no on my list
I was skeptical
But the sex was amazing
I was wet...so wet
Made me almost go insane
Then it hit me
I was covering up her insanity with my love for her sex
Bitch is crazy 3 ways from Sunday plus drama on Saturdays
I was too threw
Miss the sex a lil bit

Yasmin
She was a thick bitch
Had eargasms talking to her on the phone at night
But when I met her, pussy dried up
She lied to my ass because everything she described herself to be was a fucking lie
And sadly, I'm not the type to throw you out in the middle of the night
I'm not having your death on my conscious
So yeah
One of the bitches that's irrelevant then and now

Dani
Another psychotic bitch
Same story as Yasmin but way worse
Arguing with me
Don't fucking argue with me about dumb shit
Pet peeve
Insecure
I only used her for head
It wasn't even worth it in the end

Bianca
Oooohhh man this was my baby right here
Never knew how much she made me feel
Late night creeping
Wanted something more but it never started
I hate having sex with a person who fulfills your needs sexually and mentally
And it never goes anywhere
It was a waste of time
Being nice when it was just sex at the end of the day

Anna
This bitch is smart
Inquistive
Sounds great on paper
Terrible in person
Stank ass attitude outside of sex
A few fries short of a happy meal
And she wanted me when I didn't want her
Sex was awesome
But if I could use that time in a different way,
I'd never travel to see the bitch
One day bitch didn't even remember that I was there
Let's just say that I left that shit alone

Teresa
Had a mini crush on her in high school through all the previous ones
Thought I might give it a try
Wrong
Sex was only great when I was drunk
Otherwise it was pitifully sad
I even told her that
She was nice about it even though she was offended
She didn't want a relationship
So I didn't try to make it work
And when I didn't, she was mad I was using her for sex
Smmfh

Ella
Another crazy one but only bc she's ignorant
I know right
Not my style
But I was fooled
Great convo on the first night
Sex was even awesome
Then the next day when she talked to me
It all came crashing down
Called me names and shit
Like I'm pretending to be sophisticated
Yes bitch really said that
I don't pretend to be shit
And since we ain't pretending,
Lose my shit asap

Belle
I was in love with Belle from afar
For years
I mean years too
For most of my preteen life,
I loved this bitch
Her hair
Smell
Dress
Intelligence
We lost touch but when we reconnected,
Niggerish nightmare from hell
I'm glad it only lasted 20 minutes
But never again
My pussy is too precious to be thrown around to some loser
I had my faults but this one was totally foreseen
I was too curious for my own good
And it killed my cat
Not in a good way

June
June is an older bitch that I met years ago
June was cool and tried to protect me
Yadda yadda yadda
I'm young but I ain't no damn fool
Fool for love but not a fool for bullshit
This ignorant bitch seemed everything I wanted to be with younger
Older and wiser, I realized my entire life has been more mature than her
Talk so much I slapped the bitch
Yes I did
Coming in my house, disrupting the peace n shit
I don't condone anyone fucking around in my place I call home
Period
Bitch had to go
Why I fucked her?


Why did I fuck any of them?
Made my life a hell of a sick rollercoaster
I'm not one to talk about dramatics
But this ain't no fairytale
I am simply a nymphomaniac
People take me as a simple freak
Nah fam
Desires is crazy
I'm here thinking about my next fuck
That's how insane it is
Even when I just nutted,
I'm thinking about how long it should last me til the next one
It's not a game
Not a joke
I seriously have a problem
But until I hurt or kill anyone,
This won't be the last of the list
Even though I hope so
Sex is my drug
But seriously....
Why did I fucking sleep with them?

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