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What You Don't Understand

I met you
You met me
We got connected
I fell for you
You fell for me
We became one
But there's turmoil living here
Now we're distant
Baby, you don't understand that I want you here
You think I'm going crazy
I'm unbearable
What you don't understand is
Baby we have our ups and downs
I will fight the unwinnable war than to ever give up
I would keep on taking your blows, as long as I know you're still here
What you don't understand is
I would rather die than to ever lose you
I will cry for you if it will heal our wounds
I will kill myself if you leave
What you don't understand is
I love you with all my heart
I love you with my soul
I love you more than my next breath
What you don't understand is
I don't have to be insecure
I know you're with me and for me
I shouldn't have to pick a fight
Just so you can talk to me
What you don't understand is
I put our love and needs before anyone elses
I die a little inside when you are away
I never thought twice about having your baby
What you don't understand is
I never doubted our love, our bond
I will do anything for you
I rather be bitter with you than be happy with someone else
What you don't understand is
This is the greatest love I've ever known
I will put blood, sweat, tears, anguish, hatred and strength into making you happy
What you don't understand is
I was made to love you
I lost my choice of walking away when you stole my heart
You are my hope, my beacon of light and goodness in this world
What you don't understand is
How much I do understand what you're going through
I need you to trust me
I need you to set your pride aside to see the greater good in your actions
What you don't understand is
You need to start acting for us, not for you
I will be by your side til the world falls down
So most importantly,
What you don't understand is
I am not going anywhere

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