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Musymphomania

Musymphomania {mu.sim.fo.may.ni.a} (n)- being (sexually) addicted to music.

You loved me before I knew you You took me in stride when I was doing wrong
and you made me grow with pride as I grew into doing right
I thank you for seeing in me what I never knew existed
You make my inner light glow and burn with passion
I love you, music
Man you just don't know what you do to me
My soul lights on fire
The words tease my mind
The melody grabs my hips
The beat moves my feet
You make me shiver
You make me bury myself in dispair
You make me cry in joy and disappointment
You make love to my mind, body and soul from within
My ears bleed from the intensity
Your lyrics kisses my lips in the most passionate way
It steals my thoughts and plays with me
Tempt my nervous system into breaking down
You memorize how I feel at any given moment
You touch me with sensitivity and honesty
You are the perfect mate
You're there when I'm down
You're there when I need a hand to grab
And a shoulder to lean on
You clear my mind in the mist of the storm
You are the energy, the force that moves me
My human lover will never measure up to your strength
Gentle and firm
You don't discriminate
You completely and absolutely understand
You listen to me as I listen in return
We have no form of communication that is needed
We make each other complete
Both are dependents on each other's thoughts and feelings
You're selfish
Your words only affect my ears as you whisper in them for your enjoyment
You keep me from engaging with others at most times
You manipulate me into being with you and only you
You control me to never be without you
I am never far away from you my love
My heart cannot deal if you leave me now
Make love to me again as I insert our bond in my ear
Engage me into dance
Let me show you how I feel
Embrace me
Your electric arms entice me
It thrills me
It reinforces why I fell in love with you each time you sing to me
You always wanted me to love you
You've watched me grow and seek your advice
Guided me through my darkest nights with the brightest light
You selflessly give me your all and expect nothing in return but an ear
I love you with my entire being
I will die without you
Don't ever leave me
Music.....

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