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Bonding


I have been through most things that a young woman shouldn't
I'm not going to disclose my age nor what I've been through
Not what I'm focusing on
My focus is on the bonds I've made during my summer time on this Earth
I have a new set of people I call my best friends from before
Yeah it's cliche to have best friends but these are truly the people who are the best at being a good friend
If you can't understand or comprehend,
You've never had a best friend
I have had an almost lifelong friend but we aren't close as we used to be
Grew up and apart
It happens
I still keep in touch
But those who have grew up and grown with me,
This is for you...
I love each and every one of you guys
It's been a long road
I've had my immature moments
Stubbornness
Ignorant, in the emotional sense
But I wouldn't have made it through without your support
Each one of you loves me and doesn't want to show it
It's been a hard road but don't let the fear of getting hurt prevent you from showing how you feel to your loved ones
I actually feel the same way
First, I would like to thank Dan
I couldn't stand you at first
But once we got over personal differences,
The sky was the limit and now we're amongst the stars
I wouldn't let you walk out of my life even if that was a choice
Second is to my darling Lib
We didn't grow to be as strong as we are overnight but I'm glad it did
We are both weird and found comfort in our same weirdness
I can't see a day where I don't have you in my life from this point on
You're an expensive fixture that I will never move nor sell because you're priceless
Third, Chaun
We have a special bond that links us in responsibility and cravings
We live the same lifestyle, even though you explore more than I do
You're an outgoing person with a heart to match
You're infectious and it's a disease that has consumed my heart
Fourth, Mike
I don't see you as often as I would like but my feelings never wavered
You're the person who knows what I'm feeling
Does the right things and say the right things at the right time
You're perfect and you love too hard
But I would never change you or break your heart
Fifth, Jen
We've always been cool but now that we're on the same page in life,
It's just so easy to bond with you
I don't need to be anyone but just my crazy self
Seeing you laugh at my comments just  lets me know that you get me
And most people don't get me
Lastly, Ty
You're my sister and been through it all
I've said much about you but it still doesn't compare to how I feel
I will always have you in my life, optional and by force
I love you and the rest of the people I've mentioned
You're the ones I've made true and everlasting bonds with

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