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2 Lovers

Both are similar and different
Tall, short, skinny, chunky
Each has his own body
Each has his own style
I love him because he makes me laugh
He stole my laughs
Kissed me when I cried
Does things when I ask of him
He tells me he loves me
And gets mad when I don't return it
Then I love him because he makes me laugh
He stole my smiles
My face never hurted this much from a simple gesture
He grabs hold of me and never lets me go
He knocks me down but picks me back up
My two lovers
Don't make me choose
I could never choose one over the other
Both have my heart trapped in Pandora's Box
I would give my life to spare theirs
I would give my all even if only for an extra second with them
I can't go back to living in a world where I didn't know them
My ignorance was not bliss
I've become a better person with these two
I've never been so much happier when I'm with either one
There's no turning back now
When I have my children, I will let them know this story
Let them know how you can have true love and love freely
It doesn't matter who or how many you love
Just as long as you experience it and make it pure & everlasting
As I kiss each good night, I don't need to fall asleep because my dreams are right in front of me
I love you J & E
Sincerely, A Complete Woman

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