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Dear Invisible Man 


Do you know how it feels to be worse off than when you started?
Shattered, when before you were only broken
Cut runs deeper than at first
The knife is sharper than the first time it stabbed
Given your all when it wasn't good enough
It didn't change not a damn thing
Only changed how much pain you could deal with
Made you number
The pain from before was lightweight
Dragging my body face down in the pavement
The slow burn of hate to consume
The urge to just kill, mutilate
My thoughts are poisonous to my health
So passionate to just reflect the pain you've caused
Look at what you've done
I am not sorry for any pain I've caused
It was nothing compared to the hell you put me through
I did what was expected and more
And you still don't think you're wrong
I want to torture you until your breath is one before your last
I want Karma to hurry up and lay her doom
But it burns to let you live until then
You need to suffer here and now
Patience will be my guide to seeing you writhe in agony
The silver lining
I'm not going to pretend that I will forget
I will never forget just so one day I will get my revenge
From me or Karma,
Hopefully both
Hope you get what you deserve
As for I,
Don't worry, I will be a better person
Not because of you but in spite of you
Sincerely,
Vengeance

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