Learned from the Best

I feel disrespected
How would you feel if I sat up and talked with my ex on your phone?
Just the principle alone in itself upsets me
Your word has no value
You said you wouldn't talk to her nor communicate again
It sounded clear to me
No contact, no problem
And I believed you
Now since you did, your words are lies that have yet to come true
My word had no value
I expressed how I felt
When I feel different things
Time and time again
You've dismissed me as I was a joke
A fool
You were right
I am a fool to believe you
I constantly tell you upfront what's on my mind
Keep you updated
You neglected to not take me for granted
I am just a tool
I am a tool with many uses
I feed you from nothing
I clean you with my last
I speak knowledge you pick and choose from
I make you laugh and entertain you
I copulate
I use my hands to make you feel wanted
But what I have left is a broken heart and an unsure vagina
The words I've spoken from my heart was honest
I am left with nothing but pain
I try and try to be what you need
Make you really act the words you say so often
You love me, you want to marry me
But you treated me like the whores and bitches that aren't worth a dime for a blowjob
How am I supposed to deal?
Just let you come inside and nut my forgiveness?
It will take hell and begging for me to come back
Other than that, I'm going to heal
Heal my wounds inflicted by your carelessness
You're a great liar, but I'm a great learner